23rd Apr — a day with meetings and browsing to internet. I was being asked why I didn’t continue the monte carlo course and I informed the assistant professor that for the time being I can’t do it due to the “incident”. I need to download matlab to do it and another one is robotic. Even my arto online class I can’t do it. Most of my notes and assignments gone with the wind. I have to restart everything from zero. Kind of tired to think about it. My basic photography course assignments also gone and notes too. I have completed my english courses but all gone as well as the cert. Nevermind as nothing that I could do.
This evening the division has a staff birthday celebration. Our team went and that recalled during Jan, the pumpkin asked am I born that month and never wish too. I worked for 5 donkey years and yet pumpkin doesn’t know about it. What’s more. The two asjed me to think otherwise and forgiveness. I said in the public in low tone, “no more forgiven or forget about it, I had enough” with a smile. I think put a stop of being too positive in certain matters. Just let it be but no more on what said and done by pumpkin. The true evil heart.
I watched swipe tap love and my school mate in the chat room commented she doesn’t like it when one of then introduced the teo hkg drama showing now. I then commented that it us depends on individual preferences to like either one type or both. Therefore, I make my point I like it and I do not want to follow things I don’t really like just because she is the ceo of her own co. She had scrap me from the picture that had been taken from the group and that already given the hint. It is not done accidently but in purpose. I don’t know why and not wanting to know. I said it directly in good manner that I can’t afford those “beauty injections”, extending eye lashes, remove excessive fats and etc. All are $$. I have tonnes of fats but that was my problem and I prefer to exercise and not doing this.
Am I too much? I just mentioned my own preferences and do not need her affirmation. If she doesn’t like it, this mean no sensing and arto. Lol lol. Whatever. I remembered that everyone asked her to introduce one person to me because she was in the entertainment line. She got furious with the request from others and said if there’s good one, she will keep for her own and will not intro to me in front if everyone. I almost laughed out. I just said I don’t need and thanked the rest of the ladies. I know who I want when time comes (hehehehe).
Centre of attention that’s what she wanted. I couldn’t bother as I can’t jpin most of it. I need to do my own things. Mostvof them have other half to support or full time housewife. I need to do it all my own. Tired. Funny sometimes seeing such act. Let bygones be bygones.
Tt too busy until not able to send the receipt to me but tt doesn’t have scanner. How tt can do it?
Hopefully another offer can really make it. I want to get back to FI to get the contacts ^^.
Although I hope tt is here now but still I prefer tt to focus tt’s work to settle and get it success. I really like tt’s work and was happy that tt shared it with me. Can tt remember what tt said when entering the departure? Guess all disappeared. Sometimes I wonder how tt knows.
Tp a bit weird. I asked him to officially intro his bro to me. Macho hahaha kidding. Tp didn’t reply but only nodded on the macho word that I said. Well tp saud we are bff then I am treating him as bff. Stch asked me to wait 1.5 weeks and then meet up. I questioned myself….why hurry? It is just old friend meet up.
I truly like the story of swipe tap love like the story once seen in 221012 not 2011. I miss tt but I know I shouldn’t have that feeling again. I should buried it. ;) ^^ ;*